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[Insert Witty Band Name Here] - Part 9

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 13:13:22 GMT

Not beta'd guys. sorry, I was lazy and couldn't be bothered waiting around for someone to do it. i edited it best i could.
it got pretty long too. had trouble rounding the chapter off. so sorry for the length.

title: [Insert witty band name here] - Part 9
rating: M
disclaimer: don't own 'em, never will.
parings: lots (just go with it).
Summery: AU. The boy's start a band, with the new student, Light's help. Lots of relationships and angst at the moment. fluff and pronz when needed.

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8

PART 9

A lot was going through Matt’s mind when he arrived at school the next morning. Aside from the constant hum of the song they had loosely put together the night before, or that morning more like it, he couldn’t help but feel that today something drastic was going to happen. Whether it was good or bad he couldn’t say, but it made him feel uneasy nonetheless.

Mello had slept through his wake up call and Matt decided he wasn’t going to be late for the blond again so he left him sleeping on the couch in the shed. He was expecting to hear the snarls of anger around lunchtime for not trying harder to get him out of bed. You’d think someone with so much caffeine in his or her system wouldn’t be able to sleep like Mello does. Matt shook his head bemused at the thought.

Wearily dragging his self up the stone steps, he was soon confronted by Near, who looked as tied as he felt. The boy’s complexion was far more pastier then usual and his hair was uncharacteristically flat. And today, it seemed he had nothing to play or tinker with so his arms simply lied heavily at his side.

“Looks like someone shouldn’t have stayed up so late,” Said Matt casually looking Near over. He would have said it with a laugh but it didn’t look like Near was up for joking around. The boy lifted his gaze from the ground and gave a weak gesture of acknowledgement.

“The same can be said for you,” Near paused “Your shirt is on inside out,” He mumbled simply.

Matt felt his face grow hot. He quickly pulled off his shirt and tugged it in the right way. All the while Near, seemed to stare absentmindedly at the school wall. It looked as if there was no thought at all running through his head. Very strange indeed.

“Near? Is something wrong?”

---

Near had wished that he wouldn’t be asked that today. Maybe he looked as detached as he felt. He didn’t quite know what to do with himself. He fidgeted a little at Matt’s words but his friend’s concerned looked was persistent.

Near sighed.

“I think I may be coming down with something…” That was an understatement.

---

“Ah…” Near was keeping something but he wasn’t about to press the issue. Matt was sure that if he was to try and get anything out of Near, that it would only upset the boy. That and the words, “trying to get blood out of a stone” came to mind also.
“… Where’s L?” He suddenly noticed the absence of his gangly friend. And Light too.

“I don’t know. But L is often late, and I imagine Light is recovering from his first long night in the shed,” Near answered as if he read Matt’s mind.

“Right. Ah, here comes Linda with Sayu,” He paused as the girls came up giggling under their breath, Sayu looking much brighter then the day before.

“Have a fun sleep over, girls?” Asked Matt in a chiding tone. “I’d hate to think of all the crap you guys get up to when no ones around,”

Linda laughed. “You wanna know, don’t lie. Anyway, where’s Mello? I baked an extra chocolate cake for him,” Matt couldn’t help the twinge of jealously that ran through him at her words. It was pettish, but damn it, he was the only one aloud to feed Mello. Well maybe he still could…

“He’s asleep. Surprise, surprise. I’ll take the cake if want and give it to him first chance I get,” Matt held out his palm expectantly. Linda looked a little crest fallen.

“Oh… Okay. Thanks, I guess,”

Stay away from him. Matt wanted to say, really, really wanted to say. But he held it in with a fake smile. Linda was a nice girl, annoying at times, but okay. Matt wasn’t a fool though, he was well aware of Linda’s crush on Mello, even if Mello himself wasn’t aware of it.

Mello, belonged to him and no one else!

The realization hit him like a tone of bricks. It wasn’t just the sexual façade anymore. Matt had fallen in love with Mello? Geez, that made his stomach flip.

“Matt, your bright red,” Near’s voice snapped him out of his little internal war. Matt flushed again.

“Oh ah, never mind. Anyway, better get to class, come on guys,”

---

Quillsh Wammy paced his office with his hand clenched at his chin. There was a dull ache residing in his lower spine and a subtle throb of a headache taking residence in his left temple. Today was going to be such a mess and he knew with much regret that he couldn’t put off any longer. He felt old as he listened for the clock to tick closer towards 12 o’clock. Half an hour to go and time was seemingly speeding up, making him age so much quicker he wouldn’t be surprised if he dropped dead right then and there.

L hadn’t come home last night. Probably slept in the shed out in Rodger Estate’s field again. On the lighter side, he was happy about that for once. He would have hated himself if the boy had heard the argument on the phone.

Why must she persist? Why must she come back into the boys’ lives now? Why did she have to go on hurting them, and him too?

L reverts back to his introverted, insomniac self, every time she is even mentioned let alone, sees her. It’s not healthy for him and breaks Quillsh’s heart to see him like that. He’d grown up so much in the last 10 years and it felt like just yesterday when he saw the boy fall into a peaceful sleep for the first time since she left.

And Quillsh Wammy didn’t want that to end. Not today.

And the effect it was going to have on not only L but… It was just too much.

There was a sudden buzz from his intercom. Janice, his secretary, voice beeped through with a soft hum of static.
“Headmaster Wammy, Mrs. Florence is here to see you,”

He sighed. His ex-wife was early. “Wasn’t she always?” He thought to himself.

---

Light was dreaming. He was dreaming about L. They sat beside one another and placed subtle touches over each other’s hands. L soon had he’s head resting against his shoulder, sighing deeply has he found a comfortable crevasse in the nape of Light’s neck.

Everything around them was still except for a noise that resided outside the door to the secluded room. Light was disgruntled by the disturbing noise. It sounded as if someone was knocking against the door with an open palm. He tried to ignore it but it started to get under his skin. He looked at L, but he still seemed at peace, as if he could hear nothing at all.

Light decided to investigate. Shifting himself gently out from under L’s resting body, he slowly walked to the door. Giving one last glance back at L, who smiled serenely in his direction with his eyes closed. Light took a breath and opened the door.

Everything began to crumble. The walls, the roof, the floor, all of it. There behind the door was Near, shaking and whimpering, the balls of his hands pressed firmly into his puffy eyes.

The boy was broken. And it was Light’s fault.

Near suddenly looked up at him, he’s eyes full of pain and angst.

“It’s all right I suppose,” He choked past his tears, “It seems I can’t have him in this life time anyway,”

Light awoke with a start. Lurching forward, he realized he was pinned down by a heavy frail of limbs that encased his body. Shifting himself awkwardly he lifted the dozing L of his numb frame and sent him crashing to the floor.

“Gah!” Cried L as he hit the floor with a thud. Rubbing his head he looked up at Light as he straighten himself on the couch to a sitting position.

“Most people awaken a person with a sweet kiss on the cheek, not throw them helplessly to the floor,” He joked. He crawled up onto the couch next to Light, who was rubbing the sleep from his eyes.

“Sorry,”

Light was secretly taking a mental note from the night before. He’s clothes were in one piece so nothing had really gotten out of hand. But his lips were still pinched and tender, as he let his fingers trace over them momentarily, he recalled the passionate kissing and touching. He had stopped it before if got out of hand but L was pleased either way and fell asleep in his arms.

He looked over at L, who was beaming at him and sucked on a fresh lollypop. Where had he been keeping that? Light thought bemused.

Suddenly he felt it the again, the guilt that had drowned him in his dream. Near, amongst it all he had forgotten Near. He hardly knew the boy and yet he knew his greatest secret. But he had let L come so close now and his heart had rapped itself up in it all as well.

Light felt so perplexed he couldn’t even breathe properly.

“Light? Are you okay? You look pale,” L, asked tensely, his orb like eyes boring into Light’s lowered defenses. He turned away from his stare abruptly. L didn’t know about Near’s feelings which just made Light feel ten times worse.

“I’m fine. What time is it anyway? Are we late for school?” Light said to the wall as he got up slowly. His body was aching lightly from the awkward sleep.

L checked the clock on his phone slipping it out of his pocket with one easy swipe. He stared at the screen for a moment and mumbled past his lollypop. “We’re three and half hours late,”

“Christ!” Light bolted down and grabbed L’s wrist. “What are you waiting for!? Lets go!”

---

Light didn’t want to enter class with L. Not because he was afraid people would get the wrong idea, which in this case, was the right idea, he just didn’t want his teachers and peers to think he was so undisciplined like L. He took his studies seriously. He had a spotless record in his old high school. His teachers treated him like gold, and he’d feel strange if he couldn’t achieve that kind of admiration from his seniors here. Though it was clear now, that simply hanging out with L and his group had hurt Light’s image from the word go. Light was aware of this, and it bothered him. Just not as much as he thought it would.

Not to mention he had missed his chance to talk to Sayu before class. He wanted things to be right with her. He couldn’t handle the guilt he was feeling, for her, and now, for Near. He felt has if something was about to brake inside of him. He just hoped it wasn’t something important.

“Thank you for joining us Mr. Yagami. I do hope this isn’t a habit of yours,” Struck the Math’s teacher as Light entered the room. He flushed and bowed. A Japanese custom that seemed a little foolish to his British classmates, some of which giggled.

“Excuse me sir! Forgive me, it won’t happen again!” He replied firmly, ignoring the snickering from the class.

“And L,” Continued the teacher, as L himself stepped though the doorway with a roguish grin. “You are required at the Headmaster’s office an hour ago. Headmaster Wammy is furious,”

L sighed “Isn’t he always?” He mumbled. He hadn’t even gotten in the room when he about face and took off down the hall. But not before he could catch Light’s eye, in which he gave an affectionate smile.

Light’s heart clenched. Today was certainly going to be a strange day.

---

L was floating. He felt as if nothing could wash away this feeling he had given birth to last night. The moment he had found Yagami’s lips against his, the longing for it all returned with such passion, L thought that he was now officially one of the luckiest teenagers in the world.

And who would a thought he’d turn out gay? He’d never given his gender preferences much thought, but is seemed that the gender to L didn’t matter. His feelings for Light where fueled by the person, not for the body. Though L wasn’t complaining about Light’s body ether. He smiled.

L reached the main office and quickened his pace up to Janice’s desk.

“Janice! How are we today?” He chirped. His sudden appearance made Janice jump. Placing a hand to her heart she looked up at L disapprovingly. He beamed down at her, happy that he scared her.

“L, really, stop doing that. And you’re so late… The Headmaster, L it’s very important. He needs you in there now,” Janice didn’t know quite know how to relay the seriousness of the situation to the boy who seemed to have his head in the clouds.

But L took note.

“Okay…”

---

Near didn’t know why he was here, here with Headmaster Wammy, and his ex-wife Fiona Florence, his best friend’s estranged mother. The situation made him feel edgy and uneasy. Apparently they were waiting for L to show up, and they we’re waiting in silence. They both stood far away from each other. Headmaster Wammy in the right corner by the window, where he stared out, his fingers pressing into his temple. And Mrs. Florence, in the left corner, leaning against a side table, her eyes surveying the carpet with great intensity.

She was tall and milky skinned like L, with blond, almost white hair, pulled back severely into a French twist. She wore thick makeup, as if to apply color to her white canvas face, and her fitted business suit was a deep burgundy. Near couldn’t really remember the days before she left. But he could recall her never looking so upper-class and prudish. She was a homemaker wife, apron and all. Near guessed that, that wasn’t what she wanted in the end, and leaving her husband and young son behind was the only way to gain her place in the world. Selfish, he thought. She should have cherished what she had. He knew his mother would have never done anything like that. But that didn’t matter, not after she had been dead for so long.

Near took a sharp intake of breath. For some reason, it was getting harder to breath.

Suddenly, and finally, the door opened and L stepped in.

“What do you want ol’ m-“ L began loudly, but was cut short at the site of his Mother. Near had been sitting by the door off to the right. He looked up at his friend, who looked as if he was about to turn tail and flee, with his hand white knuckled on the door handle, and his eyes wide with confusion and subtle fear. It took him a long moment to finally step into the room and close the door behind him. Once he did he leaned against the door, ready too turn and run if he needed, shoulders hunched and thumb pressing firmly into his quivering lips.

“What is this?” He managed to utter. His eyes never leaving his mother, and her eyes were on him. It must have been a long time since they’d seen each other. The tension in the room was thickening.

“L, please stay calm,” Said his father quietly, finally turning away from the window and taking his seat behind his desk. “We, er, that is too say that your mother,” he continued “Needs to discuss something of extreme importance to you, to both of you,” He finished with a node in Near’s direction. Near didn’t want to acknowledge being included. He just took another deep breath. It suddenly felt so hot in hear.

“Right, L… Near,” Mrs. Florence’s voice came out crisp and cold. She obviously had what she was about to say rehearsed. “First let me start by saying how nice it is to see you both after so long-“ Headmaster Wammy cleared his throat.

“Don’t drag this out Fiona, get to the point, or I’ll end this right now,”
Near didn’t understand why she was extending these pleasantries to him. He had nothing to do with her, did he? He shifted slightly on the pads of his foot, curled his hair out of habit and watched L closely out of his eye, which was visibly pale and withdrawn. Near wanted to hug L, he felt so sorry for his friend. He didn’t deserve this.

Mrs. Florence faulted slightly in her stance, disgruntled by Headmaster Wammy’s tone, but recovered and turned back to them both.

“Boys you need to know, that, well… I’m sorry but, Near, I’m your mother. You two are brothers…”

“WHAT?! WHAT IS THIS!?” Cried L in fury.

Near, gulped. The heat of the room was far too much. His skin itched and his eye’s ached. There wasn’t enough air in his lungs. His blood thumped its way furiously around his body, but it wasn’t enough, none of it was enough from stopping his world from caving in.

Near’s eye’s fluttered closed as he fell heavily to the floor.

Priscilla Queen of the Desert Musical

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 12:31:40 GMT

Yup I went today. Bought the tickets ages ago for Andrew and myself. It was present to him for christmas/birthday and just a general thanks for driving me around and the like for the last few months.

Gawd it was expensive but worth every penny! I have to go again! (Which mum seems to be interested. Yay!)

I loved everyone in it. They are faithful to the movie and inventive with the stage adaptations. Clever, awesomely funny and extremely entertaining.

I gained a number one crush out of it all too. Daniel Scott, who plays Felicia/Adam (played by Guy Pearce in the movie). He's STUNNING. Omigawd when he came out in the bondage gear and sang Venus I creamed myself then and there! He was so cute during it all too, with his little boyish smiles and giggles. Naww I would have raped him on stage if I didn't want to ruin the show for everyone else in the theater.

I thought that was considerate of me.

In the end I got a program book (bought for me by Andrew. Thanks darling!), t-shirt with the girls on it and a cute stiletto broach.

All my moneys are gone again but it was so worth it.

The girls. They all did a great job. Though I wasn't the biggest fan of Bernadette in this. Purely for the fact no one could beat Terance Stamp in that performance.

The dancing was wonderfully preformed. Choreographing (is that a word?) was awesome!

Daniel Scott on the left. Naww my gawd I could kiss him!

The Venus routine. Nuff said. *cream*

And one more of Felicia, for good measure. Because everyone should love him.

"Rear Entry On Request"

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 11:53:14 GMT

What Do The Final Fantasy 7 Characters Think About You?

Love interest: Vincent Valentine

Best friend: Barret Wallace

Your role: You have alligned with Vincent and these people that he's with and are in the process of getting rid of Sephiroth.

Personality: You tend to keep to yourself alot. You don't like to get too close to people in fear that they will let you down. So you are slow to trust. But once you do trust somebody you are probably the most loyal person around. You're also serious, but you do have a humorous side about you, though most people don't see that. Sarcastic. Sometimes rude. But you're caring nonetheless.

How you met Vincent: You had been traveling with Cloud for a while and you joined him when he went down a certain basement of an old science lab. Down in the basement you found Vincent, who had shut himself up in a coffin and had been asleep for thirty years. Finally you and Cloud was able to get him out and Vincent joined the squad. During this, you grew closer to Vincent and tried to ease his pain as he opened up to you and told you of his past. .

:What the others think:.

Cloud Strife: She's pretty cool... A bit quiet but a strong aspect to the team.

Tifa Lockheart: Pfft... too quiet for my taste. Gets me angry too. One time I challenged her and without saying a word she beat me up...

Barret Wallace: She's actually really nice, once you get to know her. That's the hard part though, has trouble trusting. But once you get through the first shell you can barely get her to shush.

Aerith Gainsborough: I think she's misunderstood... Quiet, but that's not a bad thing. All in all I think she's a very nice girl.

Red XIII: Very strong. Quiet, I like that.

Cait Sith: Hmph... she doesn't like me too much... But I do predict that she'll soon open up to all of us!

Cid Highwind: She's H-O-T-T! I tried telling her that one day and she put a knife to my throat...

Yuffie Kisaragi: Too serious... Too quiet... And she tells me to shut-up alot. Either that or when I'm talking to her she'll completly ignore me...

Vincent Valentine: I was able to pour out my troubles to her, and she listened. I trust her and I feel that she trusts me too. I've only had this feeling once, and toward Lucrecia... Hopefully this won't end up like that did though...

Sephiroth: Very serious and quiet. Very strong too. Has a sense of mysteriousness about her. But I could take her.

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[Insert Witty Band Name Here] - Part 8

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 13:18:06 GMT

OMIGAWD I updated! Finally!

I'd hate me if I were the one reading this and not writing. Sorry guys went through a dry spell but hopefully I’ll pick up the pace even though I’m back at school soon.

So here we are with my Death Note AU - [Insert Witty Band Name Here]
Since it's been so long, here a quick recap:

Light and Sayu have moved to England in hopes of Sayu forgetting about her shameful love affair back in Japan. They have met up with 4 boys, Mello, Near, Matt and L who have started a band and want Light to sing for them as he has a beautiful voice when he's not going off in a rage.

Lots of love interests, hidden secrets and lustful moments of unrestrained desire (haha). It's pretty much pronz with some sort of wired excuse for a crack story line thrown in.
Hope you like if you've just started reading, or still like it you've read it from the beginning.

title: [Insert witty band name here] - Part 8
rating: M kinda.
disclaimer: don't own 'em, never will.
parings: hmmm, wait and see.
Summery: The story is set in England's countryside where four good friends decide to form a band to pass the time. Alternate universe where the characters are the same age and in highschool. And about Light and Sayu Yagami, and why they have been sent to London.

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7

Part - 8

“I must go!”
“But Misa-“
“No, I’m not just gonna hang around here and wonder if she is okay! Sayu needs me! You can’t stop me, so don’t try!” Misa Amane’s gold tresses fall past her watery eyes. She was so frustrated with this argument. They had it every day with out fail since Sayu was sent away from her.

A pale hand rested against her forehead, which was glistening with a pasty sweat. “Please, just let me see her…” She muttered, now sounding defeated. Misa hoped with all her heart that her brother and sister would understand how she felt. How much she needed Sayu. She coughed. God, her chest hurt.

---

Hal looked at her brother and then to her young, naïve yet passionate sister giving a slight shake of her head.
“I’m sorry Misa, but if I let you go, everything here, all we’ve, you’ve worked for, it would go to waste. Your not well enough to go anywhere,” She hated these words, and she was sick of saying them over and over again. Misa just wasn’t getting it. It was as if she believed that this Sayu, was her cure.

Hal hated Misa for being in love. It made her angry and bitter at just the thought of them together. They were so young! What did they know about love? And how dare Misa threaten everything her family had come to uphold with her silly teenage desire. It was bad enough that her illness had given her family a crippled image. Hal hated that they looked so weak.

With her sick selfish sister and loner, spineless brother she was the only strong one when it came to the Amane family future. Hal had to take responsibility.

“Please!” Cried Misa with one last choked plea. Hal saw her brother flinch out of the corner of her eye. But she, however did not.

“Misa, no. End of discussion. Now rest up and work hard on getting better. You are missing too much school and singing lessons,”
And with that, Hal left the room. Her long perfectly cropped her hair whipping about behind her.

---

Misa started to cry, her heaving chest pulling and straining against her hospital white sheets. Suddenly there was a firm grasp upon her shoulders, pressing her gently back down into the bed.

She looked up at her brother’s comforting eyes. He looked afraid yet controlled. Misa loved her brother so much.

“Misa,” He whispered. “Misa, please try and get better… If you do, I will fly with you to England. And you can be with Sayu again. Okay?” Misa’s eyes widened. “But you need to get better, a lot better, okay?” Still she said nothing, “Okay?” He uttered a little more urgently.

“Yes…” She breathed. Suddenly joy ran through her body and out her arms, which wrapped around her startled brother.

“Calm down Misa. Don’t let Hal hear you,”

“Thank you MatsuiNii-chan! Misa love’s you so much!! Thank you, thank you!!”

---

“Better! A lot better everyone! Even you Mello,”

“What do you mean ‘even you Mello’!? I’m better then all you bitches put together!”

“That’s suppose to be a bad joke right?”

“No one asked you Gameboy,”

“… Do you guys ever get along?”

“They are getting along,”

“…Oh, okay then,”

“Don’t worry, you’ll get use to it,”

Light shook his head and watched as the ruckus played out over and over and over again. He was surprised they had got a song finished with this happening so often, but there it was in his hands. His tired eyes skimmed over the lyrics again. They still needed some fine-tuning but all in all, it didn’t seem too bad.

It was 4 in the morning and his throat was feeling dry. He felt that if he closed his eyes too long he might just fall asleep. Light was not used to such long nights, well nights that weren’t filled with study anyway. And what was he doing exactly? Wasting his time? God he hoped not. If his parents could see him now, they would probably throw a nervy turn. Their angel son that knows no distraction too great… wasting time singing gritty English lyrics. Oh the shame.

“How’s your voice?” Asked Matt suddenly.
“Fine I think… I better push off now. I should sleep at some point. I still feel a little jetlag from the trip,” That was a lie. The flight had barely affected him. But he didn’t want the others to think he was sleepy. Not when they all seemed to be wide-awake despite the long night.

“Well we’ll see you in class then,” Matt confirmed with a nod.

Light picked himself up from the couch waved a weary good-bye and made his way out into the fresh morning air. It was still very dark but he could make out the faint glow of the city streets glittering beyond the field. He was half way down the hill when he the sound of light footsteps caught his ears.

“You did really good tonight,” Said L a matter-of-factly. Light stifled a yawn. He slowed his steady pace to let L walk beside him. He wasn’t sure why, but it seemed to only take a good 24 hours for Light to be somewhat comfortable around the strange boy.

But still he reminded him of Giovanni. The way he would glance at him. And how, despite his efforts not to, he would glance back. They’d find each other’s gaze and, embarrassed, quickly turn away. L suddenly looked bemused after the third time of this happening.

“What’s so funny?” Asked Light as they continued down onto the street. L pulled a lollypop from his pocket and suck on it leisurely as he again glanced at Light, but this time he did not turn away.

“Well, Light, I’m happy,” He answered and passed the sweet. “What about you Light? Are you happy? Even a little bit?” Light was taken back. No one had ever asked him that before. And to be asked by L, of all people, made him feel… warm.

“Er… To be honest,” Light stopped walking. His throat was trying to matt out the confusing jumbles of words that was making him feel light headed. “-To be honest, I miss home,” That was the best he could do with out letting his heart bleed on his sleeve. L gave a quizzical stare.

“Do you miss home? Or do you miss someone in particular?”

Why did L have to ask that? Was he really being that transparent? And why did he want to know…?

“Someone in particular…? I don’t know what you mean L. I don’t waste my time on such things,” Light straightened his back and started his brisk walk to his apartment building. Almost there, and away from the questions that seem to now blare in his head. Miss someone? Why yes, he missed Giovanni, at least, after all this time, on this particular night he did. Or so he hoped and that all of this wasn’t something else…

He almost walked past the front door, jogging up the stairs in a puff. Pulling the keycard from his pocket, he swiped it quickly. In the doorframe and calling a quick “Good night L,” he ran to the elevator before he could regret not spilling his guts when he had the chance.

The elevator started to ascend and he finally took a breath. Light closed his eyes hard. With a ding of the doors opening, he ran to his apartment.

Before he knew it, he was taking one more deep breath out on the fire escape. Despite his tiredness he felt a buzz. He wanted to think that it was the sudden recall of all the things that made him miss his first and only love that he’s ever known.

But even now, even with the shaggy haired boy not standing near him, he could not shake the feeling that the one he was longing for was, strangely, L.

“Gah! Why him!?” Light cried out to no one.

---

L was just beneath his destination when he heard Light call out. So close, he could not climb fast enough. Light had taken off at such a flight, L was replaying their conversation in his head, trying to see where he had frightened, or offended the auburn haired boy.

It had left him feeling so cold and lonely. Sad, was probably the best word for it. And his thumb had been at his poised lips for only a moment until he saw Light duck into building 98. Funny that he should reside there, when he lived at 97.

L knew all the fire escapes and alleyways around these parts, and without a moments hesitation decided that he wasn’t going to let Light slip away from him again tonight. He had hesitated and let his desire for the boy grow unsatisfied too long. One day was all it took to become infatuated with him.

L was up several stories in a matter of moments. Climbing ladders and ledges like a well-trained monkey. Looking up He could see Light out on his fire escape mumbling to himself. In determination he pulled out his lollypop with free hand and threw it over his shoulder. Swinging over the rail with a slight puff he landed with a dull metal thud, startling Light, who stumbled, backing up against the brick wall.

“L!? How!? I, I mean how did you…? Where did you…? I mean-“

Then L kissed him, a long hard passionate kiss. His bony fingers encased around Light’s flushing cheeks, and maneuvered up into his soft windswept hair. Pulling his body closer to the other boy, L found he couldn’t get close enough. Wanting more and more of Light like it would be the last thing he would ever do. Much to his delight, he tasted much better than the lollypop.

---

Light almost cried out in fear when L had near pounced on him. But it was not long before his eyes were closed he was melting under the fierce need from the other boy. His hands were in his hair, then sliding down his shoulders and down his back where they massaged and needled him with a greedy longing.

He could feel himself growing hard against the grinding of L’s body. He could feel L responding the same way too. Light felt like he was going to literally catch on fire if he didn’t stop now. Finally after a long time he unwillingly pulled away.

L gasped and Light breathed in his scent one more time before he tried to talk. He could feel his horse words push past his pinched and tender lips.

“L… that was… I… I…” But nothing more was coming out. L froze him a stare.

“Light Yagami, I think I’m falling for you…”

“L…”

L pushed against him again and this time his hand slipped under Light’s shirt, tracing along his back. He started to kiss him along the nape of his neck. He nipped him gently. Light moaned involuntarily.

“I want you Light Yagami,”

Light, despite it all, couldn’t help but think at that exact moment, “That’s what he said…”

100 Movies 2008

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 06:33:19 GMT

OKAY SERIOUSLY NEVER REMEMBER TO UPDATE, SO NO MORE DATES, JUST PUTTING THEM DOWN, THE ONES I REMEMBER. PROBABLY NOT IN ORDER ANY MORE. *FAIL*

I keep forgetting to update this thing. I can't remember the movies I've seen, but I'm sure I'm missing some...

Because I think I'd make it considering I've been to the movies so much lately. Thanks to Ines for getting me onto this.

001. Harold & Kumar go to White Castle B+ 02/01/08
002. I Am Legend A- 06/01/08
003. Wrestle Maniac C- 10/01/08
004. The Nun C 10/01/08
005. Cashback B 15/01/08
006. 5ive Girls C-15/01/08
007. Rise B- 16/01/08
008. From Dusk till Dawn A 18/01/08
009. Cloverfield A+ 19/01/08
010. Perfect Creature C 22/01/08
011. American Psycho B 22/01/08
012. Sweeney Todd Demon Barber from Fleet Street A+ 24/01/08
013. Stardust B 25/01/08
014. No Reservations B- 29/01/08
015. Surfs Up A- 01/02/08
016. A Very Long Engagement A+ 13/02/08
017. Waiting B 15/02/08
018. Alien B+ 17/02/08
019. 30 Days of Night A
020. The Producers A+ 23/03/08
021. P.S I Love You A+
022. 27 Dresses B+
023. Ironman A+
024. Bee Movie B
025. Dororo A+
026. Southland Tales C-
027. Conversations With Other Women A
028. Back To The Future B
029. Back To The Future II C
030. Back To The Future III C
031. Mr Magorium's Wonder Improium B-
032. Event Horizon B+
033. Cube B
034. The Jane Austen Book Club B+
035. Juno B+
036. Moving McAlister B
037. The Incredibul Hulk B
038. Saved C+
039. Definatly, Maybe C
040. Phantoms B
041. Happily Never After C
042. Alvin and the Chipmunks C+
043. The Tracey Fragments B
044. Girl, interupted A
045. The Game Plan C
046. Mama's Boy B+
047. Kung Fu Panda B
048. Take the Lead B
049. The Dark Knight A+
050. Brave One B
051. Tinman B
052. Wanted B+
053. Tropic Thunder A
054. Forgetting Sarah Marshall B-
055. Brave Story B
056. Tenaious D Pick of Destiny A
057. Hellboy 2 C
058. Suicide Club B
059. Appleseed Ex Machina A
060. Indiana Jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull C
061. Camp Rock C-
062. High School Musical 3 A+
063. Twilight C+
064. Horton Hears a Who A
065. Little Mermaid 3 B+
066. Wall-E A+
067. What Happens in Vagas B-
068. Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day B+
069. St Trinians B
070. Mama Mia! B-
071. Evangalion 1.0 (you are (not) alone) A
072. Tinkerbell Movie B
073.

hellos

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 03:13:48 GMT

It's been a while since I've done an entry so I thought what the hell?

Things have been doing okay lately. I still argue with mum often but I'm over it, and do my best to not let it get to me.

School is stressing me out, but thats a good thing. I'm working just that little bit harder for it and I am looking forward to next year. Work has been kinda annoying lately, but thats only because I've just been so busy. Anyway I've decided to stop saving for a bit and I've splerged on myself. Instead of waiting for Christmas and my birthday (because I'm just so sick of being let down on them) I've gone out and bought things I've always wanted.

These are my two new babies.

My ipod classic is called Fender and my DSlite is called Jimmie.

Speaking of 'Jimmie' I am absolutely in love with the movie Blades of Glory. I've watched it over 11 times, and sometimes I just have the sound playing so I can hear them talk while I do homework. My favorite character is Jimmy Macelroy and because of him I have found a new deep love/obsession for Jon Heder.

*hedergasim*

He has the best smile and the cutest eyes. Pity his married.
I'm also a fan of Will Ferrell now. He use to shit me up the wall in his movies but since 'Blades of Gory' (and 'Stranger then Fiction') I like him. He is actually funny. And kinda cute in BOG.

I think thats all I've got to say...

Oh thats right.

I HATE SUMMER!

*explode*

Not so awesome at the moment

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 05:36:24 GMT

So things are looking pretty grim at the moment.

Mother came back from the holiday that I brought her, complained that she didn't get to see everything she wanted to, but places it all on "bad timing" and fell in "love" with the guy she met on the internet.

Now I have had nothing but infinite fucking patients with this whole fiasco, but now, she has gone too far.

Upon arriving home, she has done nothing but complain and stew over how crappy her life here in Melbourne is. She took more time off work, complained that she had to pay money for a doctors certificate and whines over the pile of bills that she has to pay. Refusing to talk to her friends, that are obviously worried about her, she ended up putting me in an awkward position in which I had to apologise to a woman I don't even know for her ridiculous behaviour.

She is ignoring our animals as well, my cats are confused when she walks past them or pushes them away. And poor Boofy (my dog) has to wait until I get home to be fed.

I have said very little to her, close to nothing at all, but I am going to snap soon. I gave her money for the internet, and for petrol, then when I said I'm not spending anymore money until Manifest (anime convention) and that includes giving her money, she cracked the biggest sads with me. She called me selfish.

Says the woman who is already planing her life back up in Katharine (N.T) with little or no regard as to how that is going to affect me.

And things will become so much harder with out her. I will have to move, to god knows where, might have to find a new job, may even have to get my L's. Which I DO NOT WANT!

I know she deservers better then the life she's got, but god damn! I guess I actually hate my mother at the moment...

[insert witty band name here] - part 7

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 11:34:11 GMT

Sorry this one took such a long time. And it's pretty short and crappy too. Sorry guys! Very busy at the moment! I'm trying my best to keep it coming!

EDIT: I made the font bigger! I keep forgetting that not everyone has 20/20 vision. Sorry bout that!

EDIT EDIT: I MISSED THE FIRST 5 PARAGRAPHS! How does someone do that!? I mean really!?? SORRY!

title: [Insert witty band name here] - Part 7
rating: PG
disclaimer: don't own 'em, never will.
parings: hmmm, wait and see.
Summery: The story is set in England's countryside where four good friends decide to form a band to pass the time. Alternate universe where the characters are the same age and in highschool. And about Light and Sayu Yagami, and why they have been sent to London.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6

Part 7

school.

A grubby ginger cat slinked its long body around Light’s legs. It was hopeful for some food, but unfortunately Light Yagami was rather distracted. He had been sitting in the pearl white kitchen of his new apartment for a while now, brooding over his actions from today’s events. His head in his hands he felt what he did was… extreme, but justified. Sayu needed to understand the shame she had brought upon the family, not to mention how wrong it was of her to stay in contact with the little witch, after such great lengths and expenses had been taken to separate them.

Despite his stand on the subject, Light could not drown out that little voice in his head. The one that would continually whisper what he should really think about it all, creating such a painful internal conflict he thought he might actually vomit.

This little voice was guilt. Guilt he felt for taking the side that had hurt his headstrong sister so much. He hated to see her down, and had missed the fun and laugh-a-minute Sayu so much that he was starting to forget what she was like back then altogether.

Light cursed the day that he had seen her with that girl. At first, it had looked innocent, just a couple of friends doing some shopping together. Just as he was about to call out to Sayu, the girl had grabbed Sayu by the waist and kissed her passionately on the lips. Light was shocked to a halt and watched, in broad daylight, in a crowded market street, his sister and another woman touch and kiss as if every stranger that walked past them accepted it.

Clenching his fists tightly Light took in a deep breath. He couldn’t dwell on this much longer. He needed to talk to Sayu, smooth things over with her, tell… no “ask” her to come home. Dialing her mobile number for the tenth time that night he got no signal. Suddenly he bashed the phone receiver to his forehead, hard.
“Her phone doesn’t work, remember!” He grumbled aloud, adding an “idiot” under his breath. He had no idea where the Linda girl lived either, so it’s not as if he could go and get her himself. Light decided he would just have to wait ‘til morning and talk to her at school.

The slinky ginger cat gave an annoyed meow. Finally he looked down at it, slightly surprised it was there. The cat had been living in the apartment when they had moved in. Much to Light’s protest Sayu had insisted that they let it stay and feed it. It was her responsibility. But since she wasn’t there…

After the cat was fed, (and Light had repeatedly washed his hands in attempts to rid his hands of the smell of cat food) it immediately bolted for the open window, onto the fire escape, down the ladder and out of sight. Light hadn’t even noticed the fire escape until he watched the cat make its eager get away.

Before he knew it he was out standing in the fresh evening air. Taking deep breaths, and running long fingers through his auburn wind swept hair, he suddenly ached for home. The air here smelled so different, so alien to him. He wondered what all his friends back in Japan were doing, even his mum and dad. Were they all okay? His dad always worked so hard, and his mum would be lonely without Sayu, or even Light in the house. He missed the warm and welcoming smells from her cooking and the silence and private corners of his room. This place was so noisy. Even now, in the late hours of the night, the town still seemed to stir, making no effort to go to sleep.

Just around the edge of the neighboring building Light could see the field that he had walked through that afternoon. A little further over the hill would be the odd tin shed in which he had created the embarrassing scene. He hung his head. With all desire to sleep leaving him he thought it best to take a stroll.

---

By the time he was down the street and entering the field’s grassy plain, the place had seemed to have quieted down, as if everyone had turned their backs and left him to feel like the last person on the earth. Light felt content, listening to the subtle sound of the grass crushing down under his feet. Not paying attention to where he was going it was not long until he found himself at the shed’s entrance. What was he thinking? Coming here? Despite himself, he flushed a rosy pink. What if any of those odd people from today found out he was here? He wanted nothing to do with any of them! They had already made his life a living hell, and it had only been his first day at their school!

“But,” said the voice in his head, “they wanted to be your friend,” Light frowned. After what he did, who would want to be friends with him now? Even his own sister hated him.

Finally he noticed the light filtering through the closed curtains of the small windows, and soft sounds of voices and music coming from inside.

---

“I’m going to take a piss, be back in a moment,” L threw open the door and walked straight into Light Yagami. They both looked at each other startled, Light Yagami, looked as if he had just seen a ghost. L felt the odd twisting feeling return to his stomach.

“Wha… What are you doing here?” He choked past his surprise, forcing his face to return back to its quizzical stare. Near joined him at his side, Mello and Matt, stopped their argument and joined the others. Light gaped, seemingly loosing his ability to speak, or to even communicate all together.

“Finally calmed down?” Asked Matt, not letting the silence linger. Mello’s mouth found a bit of chocolate, while Near continued his intense gaze, fiddling with what appeared to be his violin bow.

“Um… I’m…” Light suddenly felt himself about to burst, like a balloon with too much helium. “I’M SORRY!” He blustered with a very low sharp bow. Everyone jumped.

“I’m sorry, truly sorry for my actions today. And I wish she could hear me, but I’m sorry to Sayu too! And oh and…” Taking in a deep breath he suddenly turned a bright red. Every inch of his cheeks burning, Light felt his shame and embarrassment all over his face. Before he knew it he was calling over his shoulder “Sorry to disturb you, and good bye!” and running through the field as fast as he could.

---

L’s feet acted on their own and with a soft sprint, he was running after Light Yagami. With a slight puff aching his chest he caught up to him and grasped Light’s arm, pulling him back, a little more roughly than intended.

“So with that all said,” started L, trying to be casual, “you’ll sing for the band?” L was picturing Light Yagami’s eager ‘yes’ too soon, and past his vision he suddenly realized Light’s furious look.

“So that’s it is it? That’s all you wanted from me? My voice?!” L was taken a back. No, he thought, that wasn’t why he ran to catch up with Light, that it wasn’t it at all.

“No… No,” L stuttered embarrassed. Dropping his gaze down to his bare feet that grew cold in the wet grass, his heart started to thump madly in his chest. His grip around Light’s wrist trembled subtly. “No it was true when I said I wanted to be your friend…” and more… he added in his head.

---

Light felt angry. The voice, the nagging voice from before piped up once more “He is being honest, and you want it too,” causing a wave of confusion, crashing through his head and his heart.

For Light Yagami, this was so much like that one time… The one time he had simply let go of his inhibitions and just dropped the struggle to make everyone else happy. But after all that, it was just so wrong…

“I’m such a hypocrite,” He mumbled aloud.

“What?” L said loudly, rather startled.

“Oh. Nothing!” Light flushed pink again. “L… I want to be your friend too,” He felt a sudden ping of happiness in his body, he was glad that wasn’t a lie.

---

L’s big round eyes lit up like street lamps. He could feel his chest pull like threads of a blanket and toes curl tightly. It all made sense now. He had fallen for Light. Right from the moment in the classroom where they exchanged first glances. L had never quite experienced it, so it was unfamiliar and confusing to him, but undeniable. He wanted Light in the band to be close to him, wanted him to sing just so he could bask in the warmth of his voice… L wanted Light Yagami.

He was falling towards him like gravity was pushing his back with gruff force. L wanted to kiss him, he wanted to so much, his body even more so. But he pushed himself past it and gave Light an awkward but warm kind of hug; a hug that made Light’s already flushed face burn even hotter. L had to control himself. He didn’t want to lose Light again. He would settle the fire in himself by simply taking joy in being Light’s friend. That would be enough… He hoped.

L pulled himself away suddenly when he realized Light was struggling to return the embrace.
“Right,” He said with a loud clear of his throat, “Right, well do you wanna come back to the shed? We, um, can tell everyone the good news! They’ll be happy to know you’ve decided to join!”

Light seriously doubted that but accepted it with a nod all the same.

The sudden moment in which he could have sworn that L, the shaggy haired boy slumped in front of him was going to make some sort of move, and didn’t, had left him feeling oddly cold. Left that ping of disappointment, as the memories it had surfaced were clouding his vision. It was just like last time.

Light Yagami suddenly missed Giovanni so much. His first friend and first lover.

Damn! Don't I just make up the most random pairings!? Don't worry, there is a reason. Sorry if its a bit too strange for you. ^__^

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. [no spoilers]

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 02:25:38 GMT

No spoilers guys. I promise.

I made my way to the city, to pick it up at a festival held at Federation Square. Had the count down and all. I started crying the moment they open the first box. And apparently I was on tv. Probably, there where lots of cameras.

I went home straight away, and through going to work, homework and sleep I've manage to read it in 2 days. (my friend managed it in 12 hours, go her!)

Well I finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows last night. Never have I become so emotional, and lost in a fictional world. Sure I get into all the anime and manga, so on and so forth. But HP, has truly made me wish that it that it was real above all else.

Deathly Hallows to me, was the perfect ending, though I didn't like some things (to be expected) I can still say that JKRowlling did the right thing. And I thank her for that.

Harry Potter to me, is the greatest story ever told.

But ohmygod, Harry Potter, is quite literary the best thing that can ever happen to you. If you've never read the books, or never bothered with the movies (even know they mostly suck) then I urge to take time to get to know them. Harry Potter is good for the soul (really!)

*is very happy*

[Insert Witty Band Name Here] - Part 6

Sat, 07 Jul 2007 14:55:50 GMT

(kay guys, sick of trying to keep up with scattered comments, so just posting it my journal coes i'm a lazy basta*d. haha.
And don't worry it just looks long because of my thin layout ^_^; )

title: [Insert witty band name here] - Part 6
rating: R for smut
disclaimer: don't own 'em, never will.
parings: Near and his hand. Haha.
Summery: The story is set in England's countryside where four good friends decide to form a band to pass the time. Alternate universe where the characters are the same age and in highschool. And about Light and Sayu Yagami, and why they have been sent to London.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

Part 6

L strummed his fingers gently across the guitar’s strings. He wanted nothing more than to create a masterpiece to have his friends practice with tomorrow, but right now he felt uneasy and blocked from any ideas. Today had left him feeling rather strange not to mention his headache which didn’t want to go away.

Light Yagami, who seemed to have a bit of a prudish and foul temperament, had severally shocked him. After his sister, Sayu Yagami answered her phone, and talked to a girl called Misa (which they could all hear, even from the small receiver on the mobile) Light seemingly just snapped and flew into such a rage that made even Near show his surprise. He grabbed a hold of Sayu’s wrist, roughly, and tried to wrench the phone from her locked hands. The moment she gave a cry and screamed that he was hurting her, L had jumped forward and threw his arms around Light, trying to restrain and pull him off the crying Sayu.

“Hey! I don’t know how you treat your sister back in Japan, but here we don’t hurt girls!! What’s your damage!?” Spat Mello, getting out from behind his drum set. Everyone in the room stared in absolute horror at Light, as he continued to struggle against L’s locked embrace. Linda comforted Sayu away from her brother, crying desperately into the phone, which seem to have broken in the scuffle.

“Misa!!” She screamed.

“Sayu!” Light yelled finally ceasing his failing. “Sayu! How dare you talk to that filth after all she’s put us through!! You stupid girl! She’s the reason we’re here right now! Sh-“

“NO! No, the reason we are here now is because you couldn’t keep your mouth shut! Because you are ashamed that your sister is a lesbi-“

“YOU ARE NOT A LESBIAN!” Light almost screeched in English making him flush pink. “And let go of me!” But L continued his strong hold. He was clearly not convinced that Light would not become violent again.

“I… love Misa…” Sayu choked past throaty sobs. “I love her so much… and she loves me…”

Light was shaking within his confinements. L had never seen anyone become so emotionally unstable before, especially not a guy.

Except that night… where he watched as his father broke down in front of him…

But it wasn’t the time to think about such things. No, he had to keep focus and make sure that Light Yagami would do no more harm.

Suddenly Matt piped up.
“Linda, do you think that Sayu could stay over at your house tonight? That is of course if Sayu herself doesn’t mind,” He said this all very quietly, as if any louder may trigger someone off again.
“Yeah, I would love it if you stayed over Sayu. You’d like my cooking! I made the best Black Forest Triple Chocolate cake last night!”

Mello gave a slight moan.

“Give us a piece too Linda?” He said as his mouth noticeably salivated.
“’Course. But you have to help me in maths remember? You said you would,”
“Yeah, yeah, deal,”

Light shook his head slightly, but almost instinctively L tightened his hold on him as if to say ‘keep your mouth shut’.
“I’d like that… Linda… Thank you,” With that Linda quickly picked up her and Sayu’s bags and guided Sayu to the door. Just before she had disappeared out into the fresh evening air, she turned and bowed very lowly.
“Everyone, I am very sorry. The trouble I caused was an inconvenience. I apologize very much again. Near, Matt, Mello and L, thank you… your kindness is meaning a lot to me,” And she was gone before the tears could over take her again.

Finally L released Light who turned away from everyone. Their eyes, all now clearly on him, burned holes into the back of his neck. L was at a loss at what to do; he didn’t want this awkwardness to go on any longer.

“You know,” Said Mello suddenly, making everyone jump, “I wouldn’t have taken you as a homophobe,” Matt gave him a swift jab in the arm for his insensitivity. “What?” Mello shook his head clearly not understanding.
“If anything,” He continued ignoring Matt’s silent pleas to shut his mouth “I thought you were gay,”
Near rolled his eyes, while L gave a gulp and blushed slightly. Matt slapped Mello upside the back of his blond head.
“Idiot!”

Light’s eye gave in an involuntary twitch. He was now certain he did not like Mello, not one bit.

“Forgive me for my actions today. I won’t be singing for your band,” L felt his insides turn cold, “and please do not talk to me or my sister from now on. Our business is our business, so please just leave us alone,”

---

L put his guitar down. His headache now seemingly draining him of anything he had left. He needed sugar, and he needed it now. Tripping out into the darkened hall he made his way to the kitchen, shuffling his bare feet into the cushy cream carpet. He loved the feel of it between his toes and wiggled them with every step. As he neared the door he noticed a pool of light seep out from underneath it and he heard the muffled voice of his father. He stepped closer with caution and making no noise he put his ear to the door. Just whom was his father talking to?

“–Yes and I know that, but it’s no… no, no you’re not listening… he is not to kn… it would ruin everything I have set up here! He is not to know! It would ruin their f… You are not to step foot in this house ever again! I’ve heard enough of this. My last word is no! Now don’t call here… You’re the one that left!” Quillsh Wammy’s voice lost its whisper and he was suddenly yelling for the whole apartment block to hear. Something he did rarely was lose his temper like this.

And finally L knew who his father was talking to, his mother. Even at the thought of her, a clammy and uncomfortable state had taken over him. Before he realized it, his thumb was poised against his lips. Pressing its presence into his teeth, he suddenly became aware of what he was doing, something he always did when the subject of his mother came up. He hated venting his emotions through his thumb or fingers like this, it only triggered more memories of her and the pain she left behind. L wanted to hate her for it all, but he couldn’t. He in the end wasn’t sure if he could actually hate at all, but only ‘dislike’.

Suddenly losing his desire for sweets, or to eat at all, he made his way back to his room before he heard any more. He had to calm down, he had to get away from his apartment, and its walls that subtly closed in on him. Everything reminded him of her no matter where he turned. He made a quick dash for the window and the fire escape. Near, Near would help him through this, being his best friend, he always had.

---

Near threw his head to the side involuntarily, vibrations surging through him, making his nervous system go into temporary meltdown. He turned his whole body to the side, his unbuttoned pajama top twisting around his arms, pajama pants wrapping around his ankles and white socks. Pressing his knees together and biting into the corner of his pillow he continued to gently stroke up and down his erection, placing subtle tickles across the nerve down to his balls.

It felt like forever and day since he had touched himself like this. He was a boy with far too much on his mind to do something like this. When the urge would arise, he would simply ignore his hormones and think about something else. But tonight, tonight was unavoidable, as the object of his desires, continually reminded him lately, that he was indeed a 17 year old boy with an untapped infinity of testosterone.

Near continued to replay the image of L restraining the furious Light. No one else had noticed, (not even L himself) that as he struggled to keep the other boy under control, his pants had dropped quite a bit and his dirty school shirt had ridden up high over his navel. All of which revealed a light snail trail of hair that led down underneath the elastic of his white briefs. Near had almost let out a gasp when his saw this, unable to control his surprise or the slight flush of pink in his cheeks. He had seen L with less before, but that was when they where much younger, and thoughts such as this had no merit at all.

But now, Near was at the mercy of the vision of L’s exposed skin.

And could only imagine how good it would feel to have it create friction against his own.

Moaning into the pillow he quickened the pace. His hand now wrapped around his slick erection, pumping it thoroughly. It felt so good he thought he could die from the heady feeling of his pleasure. His face burned hotly, and a gentle trickle of sweat glided down his temple. The temperature in his room seemed to have risen dramatically in the last five minutes and even though his clothes had almost completely been discarded from his body he could not get cool fast enough.

Finally he felt a distinct tightening sensation between his legs.

“Ah…” Burring his flushed face completely into his pillow, drowning out his cry of pleasure, Near came into his sweaty palms.

Suddenly a twinge of shame flooded him as his cum filtered through his fingers onto his white sheets. Forcing himself not to surface for air for just a little longer he wanted the burning guilt of masturbating over his best friend to go away at once. After a few minutes he tiredly lifted himself from the bed, dragging its sheets with him, and made his way out of his room.

---

L gulped down stinging fresh air as he quickly turned away from Near’s window. After seeing what he just did he was no less surprised as he was ashamed for watching his friend in the first place. Near was Near, and in that L never thought he did such things, but that was stupid, Near was also a healthy 17 year old boy, and it was unfair to think otherwise.

L looked down at his own arousal; it was only natural that this would happen. He may not have been gay, but after all, that was one of the hottest things he had ever seen.

After a moment, L decided that he would visit later, giving Near some time to clean himself up. He crept back into his own room and sat down on his bed. Suddenly his desire for sweets swept back over him and left him with a bemused grin. He’d get something sweet from Near’s kitchen later, as for now, he had something else to take care of.

Within a moment, L was in the same position Near had been only minutes before.

Bored

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 00:09:04 GMT

Almost handed in all my work for uni. Delightful fun it is, it was, and forever will be.

Reading Harry Potter at the moment, and getting through it really, really quickly. I started reading them a bit a go so I could make sure I would finish just before the next movie and book, but by the looks of it I'm going to finish too early and then be a wreck for a few weeks waiting. Curse long train trips and the undieing need to read a Harry Potter book every bloody chance you get.

Mum got her ticket. So now I am very broke. But alas she she is happy, and thats all that matters, and its all she talks about. She is driving me mad. I'm looking forward to two weeks with out her, and plan to have a sleep over or something with friends, because she never lets me have people over. And this makes me a sad panda.

Despite Mum being ridiculously annoying as of late, she did the funniest thing last night; she went on 4chan. For those who don't know what 4chan is google' it. Trust me, it will educate you. Lord it was funny.

Anyway. Hope your all well.

Gawd class is boring when your done all our work.

So these girls committed suicide...

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:05:31 GMT

( a cut and paste from my da journal ^_^;; )

So these girls from my high school, which i finished attending last year, killed themselves in a suicide pact. The entire area just has this sick eerie gloom about it, and the school it's self is getting a lot of media attention.

I feel so sorry for my school (even though im not going there anymore, i still love the place) for my teachers, who do nothing but support their students, for the students who do nothing but try and support each other. And the parents, though not knowing the whole story behind their family life, im assured did nothing but love their girls.

The ones i feel nothing but disgust for, are the girls themselves. In no way, is suicide an achievement, even for the depressed. There is help; there has always been help. But for those who do nothing but cry about their loneliness and suffering, only to make others around them feel bad about not understanding is one of the most unfair things you can do. We all get depressed, some worse then others, and yes, we express that pain, is only human that we do, but there is a fine line between curing the pain with expression, and being just plain selfish as to go as far as to kill yourself.

Sorry, im ranting. So i'll stop with saying that they are selfish and I hope they know this now. In life your here for a good time, not a long time, no point in cutting short such a gift. Make the best of it. If life sucks, talk to someone about it, don’t blog it on the net, or scratch it into your arm. Voice it, and live your life the best way you can.

Sorry, I kept ranting.

Ooooh!

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 13:40:45 GMT

Which Death Note character is your sexual archetype?

2. You are Luscious L. Your eccentricity is what draws people to you and when you act all cutie-sweetie you can get away with anything. In the bedroom you may act passive at first but youre actually dead kinky and thats what makes your partner cant get enough of you. Sometimes though, you can be a bit thick that before you know it, someone is sticking a gun to your face and pulling the trigger right through your twisted brain.
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Hmm yeah, Im not much of a blogger. So all you'll get with me are these really.

one more (is bored)

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 05:17:03 GMT

Which Horrible Affliction are you?
A Rum and Monkey disease.

nice...

Aparantly...

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 23:46:47 GMT

Which Survivor of the Impending Nuclear Apocalypse Are You?
A Rum and Monkey joint.

I was happy with that outcome. *bows and leaves*

Oh and I started tafe. All schooling and stuff now. I officialy have no life eather. Oh woe is me.

*leaves again*

~SCISSOR SISTERS CONCERT~

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 00:18:43 GMT

As all my friends know, I went out of my way to tell them every chance I got, that Zara and I were going to Scissor Sisters, and now I am going to go out of my way to tell them how awesome it was! Haha!!

I slut'd up the make for the night, and drew little scissors on my fingernails. I also drew the scissor sister sign on Zara's arm.

First was the Sneaky Sound System, which I liked, their music was cool and I loved the chick in it, I wanted to take her home.

But the real fun started when Jaked skipped out in his micky mouse printed suit and ana in her tinsle shredding dress. The place went off. They played so many of my favorite songs, and left the best till last (Filth/Gorgeous)

Well that was, without a dought, the best night of my life! The Scissor Sisters rocked vodafone arena last night and I was there, in the front, danceing my heart out. All the queing, and waiting was worth getting close to them.

The best part of the night was at the end, when Jake, climbed up onto the speakers in front of me and Zara, in his short-shorts and teased his nipples and rubbed his package. I sware I came. Haha.

And also druring the night, Jake sang Candle in the Wind, in tribute to Ana Nicol Smith, who passed away yesterday morning. I only got to recored a little of it, and the qulity is shit house. But you know I tried. I might post what I got on Youtube.

Anyway, onto the photos. Not the best qulity but considering how they are constantly moveing, I think I did all right.

I can't wait for them to return to OZ, I already miss them!!

Link wants to plug Midna!

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 10:31:12 GMT

Just finished Zelda: Twilight Princess (and crying) and... I've come to the relization that Link wants to plug Midna (and she'd like it)

I know its wired, but they are an awesome couple! Move over Zelda, Melon, Ruto (though I like that pairing too) and Illia (grrr, hate her) Midna is Link's girl. Though Link is pretty much Midna's bitch. Hahaha.

Don't get me wrong, I still like it when Link finds himself a male companion, but finally, a girl the hero of time truely deserves!

That's pretty much it...

OH! SCISSOR SISTERS TOMORROW!
will post photos! promise!!

New Layout!

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 10:08:11 GMT

I wanted to thank 101randomwords for setting up my layout! It looks so good and yeah, I'm glad I have a friend who understands code and wat-not. I may be a multimedia student... But I'm in it for the design, not the script. *stabs script*

So I just watched the last episode of Will and Grace... so cute. I was in tears by the credits. I love that show, it always has me in stitches, and now its finished. So sad T_T

It sucks, there's nothing on tv anymore, besides Heroes (but I watch that on the net anyway, who doesn't?) and I use to watch One Piece every morning, but it was the edited version and they stopped showing it anyway. Now no Will and Grace, geewiz that just sucks. Maybe Ugly Betty or House will save me.

Only 8 more days until Scissor Sisters!! *is counting the minutes*

I like ties and spending money.

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:14:53 GMT

My first LJ journal. Yay.

Okay so I suck at journal entries, and spelling/grammar, so bear with me.

The only thing worth saying at the moment is that I recently bought tickets to the Scissor Sisters concert and I'm really excited! My first concert!! And I'm going with my best friend Zarcat, yay again. So today, I also bought some ties so I can add to my interesting look for the night.

And yeah? That's it?

Nightynight.

ETA: this is 101randomwords. I have fixed the spelling mistakes. Sorry, I couldn't help myself.